Im just sick of feeling alone, when alone is the last thing I am.

Close your eyes and count
...numbers, letters, promises.
Let it all go.
Open your eyes.

No more late nights crying.
Screaming.
Regretting.

He's gone, and with him your heart.
Its finally ok to let go.

Because he took with him everything
That made you feel
alive.

Broken heart
     Hollow face
          Slowly slipping
               Down from Grace
                    Clouded eyes
                         Shaking hands
                              Terrified to
                                   Make a stand
                                       Falling out
                              Of a better place
                         Every thought
                   Will be erased.
              Whispered terrors
         Revealed at night
Weakened down
     Through the fight
          Sleeping all the
               Time...wake up
                    Drop those pills
                         ...Had enough.
                              Start again
                                  Another test
                             Finding out
                         What hurts
                    The best.
              Sacchrine smiles
          Bitter lies
      Broken over some
  Stupid guy.
9-22-05 [written in APUSH]

From her head to her toes
From her shoes to her kiss
She completely convinced
That your pain is bliss

In the fibers of her pants,
She has thrown on the floor,
From the broken knob
On her slammed door

She knows how you whsiper
She knows how you lie
But the reason you break her
She doesnt know why

Slowly you melt
Her insides all down
And sell one by one
The stones in her crown

Do you care she is dying
So you can live?
Or is heartache all
Your love can give?

He didn't believe me when I said goodbye
             ....but all I could do was laugh.

love has made you stupid, dear.